Thursday, November 04, 2004
||what do i really want?||
hmm.. last sat went to tampines teach Sarah and Nelson.. nelson accounts and sarah computer system.. didnt really teach them though.. cuz is like sit at KFC do around two question and then go le.. dunno go there do what also.. wondering if it's of any help to them too.. hope got help ba..
When i teach them dunno why mention bout my life.. Sarah said that i have still not forgot about her.. said that although i have not said things bout her le but i have still not forgotten bout her.. hmmm.. is that really the case? i have been really relaxing bout this issue.. know that such things u cant force to forget one.. the more u try the more u will only remember.. so i am trying to relax really then sarah said that i am still clinging on to that.. hmmm.. dunno what makes her think that way.. then i was trying to explain to her that i am no longer thinking that much bout her then she started to bomb me with her reasons.. then vincent also join in.. wah two libras.. how to handle them when libras will do anything just to prove that they are correct and when i am a taurus where i will try to give way? haiz so i the end i didnt say much bout how i really think. nvm la.. how other pple think is not very important.. is how i really think ba.
till now i still dunno what i really want in my life.. i have been searching for the answer for the past few months and i have still at square one.. no progress at all.. what to do? i am really confused now.. i dun know what i really want.. i have no goals in my life except maybe opening my own childcare centre ba.. maybe it's also pastly due to her that i now want to open a childcare centre.. but i have also liked children since young ba.. so i want to open a childcare centre after seeing that the kids nowadays are becoming bad to worse in their attitude. i want the kids in the future to know how to respect pple, and to think wisely. hmmm.. think this is my only goal so far.. but what do i really want? i am still searching for the answer..
peNnEd oFf aT 1:03 PM