Friday, October 15, 2004
||really sick le..||
think i'm really sick le.. last night got fever somemore.. but now better le.. the fever subside le.. but then got more phlegm now.. was coughing like mad juz now.. juz cant help it then my mum ask me to go see doc.. but see for wad think it will heal by itself ba.. if after a few more days still like that then go see the doc ba..
think no need go to cynthia's birthday this sat le.. sick how to go.. go le also cant enjoy much.. very pai seh leh say i wanna go le then now cant go.. haiz what to do.. this year is like one of my worst year ever.. sick so many times and still haven recover yet.. was sick since july till now.. imagine how serious it is? haiz wadever..
peNnEd oFf aT 4:09 AM
Thursday, October 14, 2004
||sick again||
haiz think i'm sick again.. yesterday night was coughing all night through.. shouldnt have taken any cold drinks yesterday night. moreover took honeydew sago at lunch time yesterday somomore.. think those are the factor that trigger my illness ba.. juz now cough then when i spit out the phlegm got some blood traces somemore.. haiz..
if can i dun mind dying.. juz dun let me suffer before i die pls.. my life isnt that fantastic so i dun mind dying lol.. think we are also partly suffering now as some kind of punishment of our past life ba.. so if i am going to die pls dun let me suffer..
peNnEd oFf aT 1:33 AM
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
||*memories*||
yesterday went out with vincent to find job.. went back to the same agency the one i work before de.. then recommend vincent go there find the job.. then they say currently no job.. muz wait.. sianz.. then after that went to suntec.. was walking from raffles place to city link.. then walk by the bridge.. reminds me of the past.. westin hotel.. maybe in the past i will be more heartpain ba.. but now the feeling is not that heavy anymore.. maybe we are in a different position now.
after that went to even more places that reminds me of the past. in fact almost all the places that i have went with her we had gone to yesterday.. didnt went in to esplanade though.. juz pass by only.. then after that went to suntec saw alot of pri sch mei mei and sec sch ones.. then we are thinking how come got so many of them even before twelve. we then thought of PSLE and n levels ba.. "N" juz ended yesterday. after that called nel out.. he then said he at sarah house.. kind of expected rite? so lovely lol..
then we met them up cuz we are juz so sianz.. went to the arcade walk round and round doing nothing.. lol met them at orchard MRT. lydia and yusoff also got come cuz they buying present for nic. then we went to even more memory places.. far east.. cineleisure.. heerens.. marina square.. the very few places that i have went with her.. the memories are still there hanging in my mind.. can vividly remember what we did then.. wadever.. it's all in the past.. now is also good.. at least everyones happier i guess..
after buying nic's present, we went home.. didnt want to take the east west line but vincent say i going to PS them.. so i juz take to eunos.. lol eunos.. haiz.. haha.. what a day.. went to so many places of memories.. haha but it's all in the past.. doesnt really affect that much to me le..
to you: dun think that u will read my blog.. but anyway juz wanna tell u that by now u may already have guessed whom i like ba.. that time u ask me in msn who is the girl i like.. i juz told u she's from NP. cuz i dun think i'm prepared to tell u.. but now it doesnt matter le.. cuz it's different from the past now. isnt our current relationship good? haha i like it better now.. at least we are still in contact.. and can still care for u haha.. nvm la i now also better le.. can focus on other things better liaoz.. juz wanna tell u hope u can also take things in ur stride ba.. work hard ba! :)
peNnEd oFf aT 1:36 AM
Monday, October 11, 2004
||sianz..||
now holiday liaoz.. so sianz.. nothing to do.. really hope can go back to sch faster.. if not muz find a job soon.. cant slack at home too long.. two days at home only i feel very sianz liaoz.. cuz at home nothing to do.. maybe go library the next few days to borrow some books to read ba..
so sianz really sianz.. nothing to do.. wad can i do.. wad the hell man.. holidays should be relaxing and here i am stressed up dunno what to do.. haiz..
peNnEd oFf aT 6:22 AM
Sunday, October 10, 2004
||finally..||
exams are finally over! haha.. but maybe now is juz the start to my revision ba.. cuz maybe need to retake one.. haiz wadever..
so exam finally over.. this two days can go relax abit.. mon bring vincent find job then maybe go play pool or after that.. maybe asking MORE pple out.. lolz.. haha
if got MORE pple come out.. then maybe we can do MORE things.. then maybe vincent will be happier ba.. hope we can get MORE pple out then..
think enough of the crap le.. shall stop here..
peNnEd oFf aT 9:09 AM