..tHis iS mY liFe..

Friday, June 10, 2005

||concert||

EBM project is still not really on track. yest went to find teacher to show him our progression, but he said that the SWOT analysis should be a comparison between an example company and our own company, instead of the analysis of a competitor's analysis which we have done. so we gotta sought of redo the things that we have done, but jus including the SWOT analysis for our company in it and that should be correct le.

yest got lin jun jie's TP school concert ticket collection at 5. at first, cynthia also seems interested to go, but didnt go at last cuz she gotta wait a few hours. her lesson ends early yest. but vinc and i wait till around 5 in sch, slacking away as usual. well.. guess i was rather moody this few days, in the end i told vinc i dun wanna go le. he didnt say anything, cuz the reason why he stays in sch till 5 is not only for that, and i think the other reason is more impt rite vinc? then on the way to bus stop saw quite alot of pple gathering at mushroom, that should be the place for the collection ba. dunno how many pple got their tickets in the end..

peNnEd oFf aT 11:24 PM

Thursday, June 09, 2005

||B-U-S-Y||

Have been rather busy this few weeks. cant remember why also, just knew that time passes very fast when u are studying.

3 lectures of MAFIT so far and i have never failed to fall asleep in her lectures. maybe it's due to the timing, i will tend to K.O just before one hour of her lecture had passed. was liked a walking zombie in school this few days, lacked of sleep. slept after 11 for the past few nights, and the next day is having lesson at 9, which means waking up at 6.30 in the morning. only today i have lesson at 11 so can sleep till 9. tired too today even when i had more sleep than before.
Projects are due next fri, which means this weekend i will be busy. have not been catching up with studies recently due to the long hours in sch. tues is the worst, having lesson at 9 in the morning till 7, with only 1hr break at 11.

All because of that coffee bean session with peter and vinc, i have been thinking for the past few days about the purpose of our lives. Maybe the answer could not be derived easily as our creators(whoever it is whom made us come to this world) dont want us to dwell over it too much if we know about the reason yet cant achieve that reason. if pple were not able to achieve that, maybe more pple who are inferior will commit suicide. well.. that's the only reason i have come up with so far.

peNnEd oFf aT 12:16 PM

Monday, June 06, 2005

||paY daY||

went to peter's house today, cuz going to town to get pay, then he nothing to do so ask him to come also. sought of regreted asking him along. read along and u will know why.

reached his house at 2 plus, then after that stayed there and played for a while. then he prepared his stuff while i play com. after that.. he helped me style my hair. cuz he like to style hair, then i lazy to style plus i not good at styling, so he helped me make. was rather nice though ~

then went to town meet vinc to get pay together. after that went to buy my fav.. almond longan ^.^ peter also buy, cuz i intro and he wanna eat ~! then was looking for a place to sit down, was thinking of mCcafe, but full house, so went to far east level 1 sit. then went up cuz vinc wanna buy shirt, so went looking. inside that shop, there are two gals tending, then was rather "enthu and sociable". talked to us, then crap in a not funny way, make us wanna o.0 all the way. at first vinc took a black shirt, but not that nice on him, so i asked the gal whether got white one anot. vinc changed into the white 1 and it looked nicer than the blackie =) peter after that asked vinc to try a purple shirt with some strip one, vinc was reluctant at first, but tried in the end. not bad on him, but he didnt trust our taste. maybe he think purple is too weird ba. went to long john for dinner, slacked there till 7. then walked on the streets, went to cine then saw a teenage competition, dunno what.. but the contestants not that good ba.. singing not really outstanding. left there then went walking again.. then went to taka. wanted to look for joanne, but she left le.. talked to grace instead. vinc was saying she not bad, wth.. got stead still looking at others.. Zzz. went to coffee bean after that. then slacked and crap till nine plus. with vinc around already very crappy, with peter and vinc around, even worse. but at least peter better, at least he dun repeat his craps like vinc. sianz one.. listen for gonna 3 sems le. LoL

at coffee bean we thought of a ques: "what's the purpose for us in this world?" dunno why we talked and went into that topic, and it looks like all three of us are stuck with that ques. no ans for that.

now 12am le. gonna sleep le cuz tomoro got lec at 9. it's the most sian lec, cuz the lecturer talked in a monotone. made us wanna sleep. moreover is the first lesson of the day. >.<

peNnEd oFf aT 3:08 PM

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peNnEd oFf aT 3:08 PM

Sunday, June 05, 2005

||It'S aLl over||

what should have ended has finally ended.

things have finally came to an conclusion, after this one month's struggling. good for them ~! at least for now there's no more prob, and hope wouldnt have anymore ba. so tiring. now we can all finally concentrate better on the things we wanna do =)

school was rather boring this few days, because BOE's project is due soon, EBM 2 more weeks only. then the tut ques for this sem was more tedious than the previous sems, perhaps due to i didnt listen well in lec, but still manage to complete those tut.

wanted to blog a few days ago, but while updating blogger got prob. so cant update. but well.. the things that i wanna update that time is no longer a prob. jus hope that for the next two weeks all goes well.

peNnEd oFf aT 5:07 AM

雨后

站在窗前看着雨点划落，
好想知道你现在在做什么
这一幕的情景再次让我想起了你，
那个单纯无邪在雨里玩耍的你
曾经有过的无数美好的回忆，
这些不知都跑到了多远去
好像也跟着我们淋过的雨点一起被冲走了
这些对我重要的一切，似乎对你没什么特别的意义
你心里以有的另一个他，一个对你最重要的唯一
一直以来我式着为他给你那份爱，
但似乎没起什么作用
一个他给你的微笑才是你所要
我式着把你忘记，渐渐减少所付出的一切
只有在你拥有幸福的一刻我才会离开。
曾经有过的无数美好的回忆，
这些不知都跑到了多远去
好像也跟着我们淋过的雨点一起被冲走了
这些对我重要的一切，似乎对你没什么特别的意义
你心里以有的另一个他，一个对你最重要的唯一
一直以来我式着为他给你那份爱，
但似乎没起什么作用
一个他给你的微笑才是你所要
等了好久之后，雨终于过了，
泪已经干了，痛也就没了。

by xiaoghost