Thursday, February 10, 2005
||借口||
The song that i wrote 借 口 somehow cant load up in the other blog, so i display it here instead. pls feel free to give me the comments, but then the song is edited and not wrote one, still i like the song alot! hahazz pls give me ur comments..
借口
想着你给的回忆，想念若隐若现，
去年某个月，我们还算亲切。
看着你所流的言，对着我说报歉，
来不及追问，今时已非往日，
我知道你没爱过我，已今根本无法回头。
我知道自己错过，请你给我，一个理由，为何不爱我？
我根本就不懂，为何不接受我，
请不要把报歉当作你的理由。
我知道你已伤过，但我只会更爱你。
我只希望，能够给你，多一点幸福。
就算没有结果，我也能够接受，
我只不希望我们都会再错过。
你说你无法接受，只说很对不起我。
我只能够，祝你有幸福。
我会为你，一直的守候。
peNnEd oFf aT 1:10 AM
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
||Disappointed?||
Now is 2:10 and i'm still not feeling sleepy.. not really. I can smell the Malaysia forest burning in my room now, cuz of my location on earth which is like jus opposite Malaysia. The smell is rather disturbing me for the past few days.
So after all the "celebrating" janice denied everything. U know, it's kind of sad for me cuz i thought that she has finally found her happiness after so long. But.. it seems to be something else. whatever.
I have also decided to upload the first song which i have edited: Jie Kou by jay chou. Go to http://ghostboi.blogspot.com or go to the left side of this page to look for the link under "my poems" to look for it ba.. give me comments bout it thx..
The song is edited last year, when i have not even learn how to compose a song. That's why i edited a song instead of writing. But i have also not learn how to write a song too, but is just letting the emotion flow using the pen as a medium for expression. Hope u guys like it!
peNnEd oFf aT 6:15 PM
Sunday, February 06, 2005
||--finally--||
got back all of my results le. NMM 38/50 whaha rather happy. didnt expect to do so well cuz i suck in IT theory. And i only lose to cynthia by 3 marks!! whahaha make me feel more prowd.. cuz her results like so fantastic de, got 47/50 for stats!!! then 71/100 for econs. haiz i fail my econs!! i got only 28/100 siao liao..i expect a pass at least, although i didnt really study for that subject( i only study on the night before due to some "special unexpected situation") So i failed the subject which i have the most confidence in scoring and passed the rest which i didnt have that much confidence in passing after all. at least i failed this time and not on the end of sem test then fail so is not that bad. So now i muz study hard for the final test and dun allow any more of the "special unexpected situation" to happen again!!
Finally Janice have found someone she liked, muz say i'm rather happy for her. Hope she has really found her real happiness this time round, and be able to live life to the fullest!! Janice-san jia you wor.. ur kor will be here cheering for u de!!
peNnEd oFf aT 5:48 PM