Friday, November 05, 2004
||+rainy day+||
hmmm.. was rather happy at work today.. dunno why also.. jus cant find any specific reason. but got a little hiccup at the end of the day. the things dont total up! oh my.. think tomoro have to work extra hard to find the problem soon..
this morning went to meet up with libra and leo first.. was rather early still when i reach raffles place. it was like only 8.30 when we are only required to start work at nine.. so i went to the control station there to meet them. then they are rather late also.. libra's phone went low batt so couldnt contact him after a few msgs. then leo as usual have to wait for her sis.. resulting in lateness again. nvm la not her fault ma.. so didnt blame her.
at three went to BP tower to collect the pin mailers with asman. then was like raining when we are halfway back to our office. when we reach our office building was like raining cats and dogs! wah then moreover got this van driver blocking our way to the entrance of the building. so confirm will get wet one. but luckily asman managed to get out of the van to ask him to move away. still, with that space, we are still not able to avoid the pouring rain. in the end i was totally soaked when i finished moving all the pin mailers into the building.
when i reached back to the office libra got a rather shocking face on his face, seeing i'm totally drenched. leo was like "taurus, are u ok?" hmmm.. haha so caring ar was what libra said.. whatever la.. but i'm still ok.. maybe it's due to the past having playing basketball in the rain before ba. then i went to the washroom, intending to use the hand dryer to dry my clothes, but it doesnt seem to be of any use. so in the end i only dry my hair with it, as i have gel on my hair so muz dry them. went to get a cup of crysanthemum for asman after that, then saw that she was not at her table when i went back. doris told me that she was still fasting, so cant drink that. hmmm.. so sad.
asman actually went to change out of her clothing, and asked me whether i wan clothes to change into anot. no need.. i'm rather dry le ma.. so didnt change.
settled down after that, then continue my job. at the end of the day then realised that it doesnt tally.. haiz think tomoro have to work extra hard le..
peNnEd oFf aT 12:40 PM
Thursday, November 04, 2004
||what do i really want?||
hmm.. last sat went to tampines teach Sarah and Nelson.. nelson accounts and sarah computer system.. didnt really teach them though.. cuz is like sit at KFC do around two question and then go le.. dunno go there do what also.. wondering if it's of any help to them too.. hope got help ba..
When i teach them dunno why mention bout my life.. Sarah said that i have still not forgot about her.. said that although i have not said things bout her le but i have still not forgotten bout her.. hmmm.. is that really the case? i have been really relaxing bout this issue.. know that such things u cant force to forget one.. the more u try the more u will only remember.. so i am trying to relax really then sarah said that i am still clinging on to that.. hmmm.. dunno what makes her think that way.. then i was trying to explain to her that i am no longer thinking that much bout her then she started to bomb me with her reasons.. then vincent also join in.. wah two libras.. how to handle them when libras will do anything just to prove that they are correct and when i am a taurus where i will try to give way? haiz so i the end i didnt say much bout how i really think. nvm la.. how other pple think is not very important.. is how i really think ba.
till now i still dunno what i really want in my life.. i have been searching for the answer for the past few months and i have still at square one.. no progress at all.. what to do? i am really confused now.. i dun know what i really want.. i have no goals in my life except maybe opening my own childcare centre ba.. maybe it's also pastly due to her that i now want to open a childcare centre.. but i have also liked children since young ba.. so i want to open a childcare centre after seeing that the kids nowadays are becoming bad to worse in their attitude. i want the kids in the future to know how to respect pple, and to think wisely. hmmm.. think this is my only goal so far.. but what do i really want? i am still searching for the answer..
peNnEd oFf aT 1:03 PM
Wednesday, November 03, 2004
||two weeks le..||
haha two weeks le so fast.. now third week of work.. not too bad rather fun at work. actually expected to feel sian of my work by now.. but then think the main reason why i still enjoy my work by now should be because of the two pple i'm working with ba.. those two are really fun to mix with man! really enjoyable working there.. the libra keep saying lame things.. suan us expecially the leo haha.. then leo likes to sing songs man.. moreover she knows quite a wide range of oldies! best man! oldies.. haha nice man.. then this from this week onwards the workload starts to be getting heavier and heavier le.. more and more things are required to complete le.. but still work is fun man! the pple there also treat us very good.. can talk to them and have fun with them also.. then they always treat us some goodies one.. after lunch they often give us more food to eat.. then i jokingly said that if this continues we will get fat after this work then everyone laugh man! haha but really la.. we will get fat if this continues lorz.. but they are really good man.. treat us real good. so there goes my two weeks at work.. really let me know this two great friends man.(although i have known the libra before i joined poly as i have wrok with him before) really understand them better le.. btw vincent have start working at UOB also le.. but he's more fortunately ba.. get to work at UOB plaza.. that place is known to have alot of OL one.. so he can enjoy abit there ba.. then he said he only have to shred things.. not too bad la his job almost as easy as mine haha.. but the only bad thing is that he's only working till this fri only.. four days of work only. Where's ninja turtles?!! the Shredder is here!!
peNnEd oFf aT 12:14 PM
Sunday, October 31, 2004
||saturday liao!||
finally it's a saturday.. can finally rest le.. so good man this few days work like crazy.. things that we took a day to finish in the past for the last few days we only like do until three plus finish liao.. even those working there said we have improved our speed and efficiency le.. haha looks like our hard work has been paid off. not too bad ba..
haiz rather sad this few days also.. i have been working with a leo(in case u all dont know).. then her character also is like her alot.. jus when i'm trying my best trying to forget the past.. i saw another girl whose character is like her.. is this some kind of test god has given me? why is my life like this.. when i'm doing my best to forget, i'm being reminded of her once again.. i actually planned to use this holiday to plan what i want from now on, but it seems that i am not haiving any progression at all.. leos.. why i am always given the chance to know them? leos..
peNnEd oFf aT 1:09 AM