..tHis iS mY liFe..

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

||-saddest day-||

does she have to do this to me? i didnt do anything wrong. in fact i tried to avoid things as far as i am concern. but why muz she do this to me? at first mum was siding her, then when she saw what she did to me she scolded her. yeah sure she said it wasnt intentional. i dun believe it. she tried to do me it on all possible occasion, if not for me looking out for my back i would have been stabbed to death. it doenst pay to be good. i let her off on so many occasion, and this is what i got in return. i will not let her have any more privileges. i will not take revenge, for i know someone will do it for me. it's jus a matter of time before she got her retribution. i shall jus step back this time for i dun wan to make mum more unhappy with this matter. 2 mths didnt talk to her and this is what i got. amitabha.. forgive and forget. this is impossible this time round. i can forget this, but may not be able to forgive. she doesnt deserve it.

peNnEd oFf aT 8:44 AM

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

||sEnToSa||

went to sentosa today. well.. it wasnt that bad. nearly couldnt make it there today. cuz.. yest nearly was knocked down by three cars. while helping irvin do that final one the couple was crossing the road while i fill in the details. halfway through i finished the thing and wanted to cross back. who knows got these three cars wanting to cross the road. luckily i "jumped" out of the way. then in the morning i was feeling abit better so i go there.

who knows at sentosa i started to feel the sickness again. think cuz of the weather. i wasnt even standing under the sun. i was in the shade all along. dunno go there for wad.. stay in the shade throughout. wanted to get into the water but cant cuz afraid will really fall sick. so jus sat at the bench staring into space. inbetween they came over to play cards with me. at least not that bad ba. vinc did the best joke of the day(well i promise i will mention that here); he used the amount pple normally use for the whole body on jus his right hand alone. then it was like his right hand super shiny.. we see liao LOL.. but gotta save some face for him here. it was his first time applying that lotion. cant blame him.. LOL

after sentosa they went to marina south for steamboat. i didnt go, cuz dun wan get sick after eating those. belinda also didnt go cuz she wanted to eat at home. another great day.. *Hope i will feel better tomoro*

peNnEd oFf aT 11:04 AM

Monday, May 02, 2005

||last day with irvin||

today sianded. no mood to work at all. cuz of yest.. already not feeling well. but since mithun say today very feel pple going, so i went there. yee ching left early.. cuz he also not feeling well. in the end i still not feeling well, so left there around 3. actually can leave at 2.15, but talk with frank and irvin. today irvin's last day. so stayed there a while longer. i did five le.. wanted to leave.. but since his last day today, so did one for him. as a farewell gift ba.

when i reached kovan station, suddenly had a craving for beancurd, so called peter out. went to the nearby selegie beancurd, that one nice man! $1 only for a big serving.. then at there i also blur.. say wrong order to the lady. cuz of my mind ba.. eating that time he crap alot sia.. L.A.M.E .. i told him something to counter his lameness.. then he choked and spilled out the beancurd.. on his bowl la.. not on my face.. then after beancurd he drag me to play pool.. well.. i called him out.. cant jus leave him alone.. so play a few games with him.

tomoro still going to sentosa.. sick still going sia.. power.. yoki there already.. so tomoro she coming to find us.. i dunno i going anot.. cuz.. i not feeling that well still.. but.. cant ps them. cuz that one i last time said wanna go le.. then is like lydia tried to change her tuition timing if i'm not wrong jus for this. if i still not going is like so bad. nvm tomoro see how. unless i really that sick if not i jus go ba..

peNnEd oFf aT 2:11 PM

Sunday, May 01, 2005

||cute little gal||

met target today. thx to vinc and yoki helping me to do the final piece. thx man! another fun day, met kids also.. but somehow today the kids dun like me so much. some of them i wave to them they didnt wave back, only look at me, but they are so innocent looking! they must be wondering why this kor kor waving de?? whahaha.. then also got a few nice pple, got one old couple they doing for me.. then the wife said that she have one son and a daughter. i said that's the combination alot of pple wants.. then she say can choose which sex de.. LOL.. i ask her how to choose she say i too young le.. dun wan to tell me.. at 6 plus got a lady i approach.. i saw her earring damm nice.. so ask her where she buy. she said at larry!! rich sia.. i asked her got 4 digit? she say yes.. earring nia 4 digit.. the rest for her stuff how? rich sia.. the second last lady who did the 19th one for me also interesting. was chatting with her.. then got the question about employment status.. she said none of the above. then i asked her is your own company right? she said ya how you know? see her face know liao.. then she say cannot judge by looks de. then she say i like to talk alot.. asked me where i from. i say TP then she ask me "u know daryl david?" how she know sia.. he teaching CMM in our sch..
after work went to find food with vinc, yoki and yuka. yee ching and frank went off, jan went to find fren according to the rest. went to tangs to find finger food, but yuka and i didnt buy anything. for me is cuz i not feeling well then the food there all heaty de. yuka said she bought alot of food there in the afternoon le so dun wan to eat anything from there. then on the way back we took the wrong train. should have went up the stairs at raffles place, but we jus cross over to the other side. lucky vinc realised that jus after we board the train, so we alighted at tanjong pagar. and for that i met a cute gal by the name of a-filial? dunno how to spell her name.. but her name is like so nice?? sounds something like that de. anyway she is 5 yrs old, lives in tampines area, cuz she alighting there according to her. then in the train was playing with her.. she damm cute de.. ask her to greet me, she look at me.. like blur blur.. then yoki say "kor kor", she call me kor kor.. super cute! asked her to call yoki, she also blur.. then i say "jie jie", she follow suit! she dunno how to call us cuz she got no siblings.. jus now wanted to confirm with her she dun have siblings izzit.. i forgot what i said but jus know that i made an error bout her gender in that sentence.. i asked her "do u like me?" then she nod her head. asked her the same ques for yoki and vinc, she also nod. i said "no.. u dun like him.. must shake ur head.. she jus keeps nodding.. super cute sia.. wanted to take the ride all the way with her to tampines.. but i was rather sick so alighted at eunos. when i alighted she moved nearer to yoki and sat at my seat. guess she like to mix around with pple! sociable sia.. i like her style!

peNnEd oFf aT 2:04 PM

雨后

站在窗前看着雨点划落，
好想知道你现在在做什么
这一幕的情景再次让我想起了你，
那个单纯无邪在雨里玩耍的你
曾经有过的无数美好的回忆，
这些不知都跑到了多远去
好像也跟着我们淋过的雨点一起被冲走了
这些对我重要的一切，似乎对你没什么特别的意义
你心里以有的另一个他，一个对你最重要的唯一
一直以来我式着为他给你那份爱，
但似乎没起什么作用
一个他给你的微笑才是你所要
我式着把你忘记，渐渐减少所付出的一切
只有在你拥有幸福的一刻我才会离开。
曾经有过的无数美好的回忆，
这些不知都跑到了多远去
好像也跟着我们淋过的雨点一起被冲走了
这些对我重要的一切，似乎对你没什么特别的意义
你心里以有的另一个他，一个对你最重要的唯一
一直以来我式着为他给你那份爱，
但似乎没起什么作用
一个他给你的微笑才是你所要
等了好久之后，雨终于过了，
泪已经干了，痛也就没了。

by xiaoghost