Tuesday, February 15, 2005
||Give Up||
When it's time to let go, you better let go. cuz it may well not only hurt u but also those involved. Pants are what we all need, at least i suppose it's more impt than the shirt. So i guess it's time for me to go and get rid of the berms i'm wearing now and get a new jeans yeah!
Settled things that ought to be settled, and clarified things that ought to be clarified. It's at least better now, and i feel more relaxed. At least now my stand is being made clear, so there wouldnt be any doubts that will arise in the future ba.
I thank you for giving me a chance to know myself better
I thank you for letting me know my strength and weaknesses
I thank you for giving me a chance to care for you
I thank you for giving me hope for the past 8 mths
I thank you for giving me a motivation to leave on
I thank you for letting me have someone to think of
I thank you for all these
Really thank you for everything.
peNnEd oFf aT 3:50 PM
Monday, February 14, 2005
||*Hurt*||
After some thought last night, i think it's really time for me to forgo my shirt and go for my pants instead. Wo hao lei? maybe.. after "struggling" with this for the past 8 mths.. and still so futile, maybe it's really time to put an end. I often think that time can do miracles, but it really doesnt seem that way. at least not in my case. Vin maybe i have to really put in alot of effort in you to at least believe in "time can make wonders" again.
Sometimes, it's not the hurt you might create after you were given the chance; the hurt might be done now already, and it's worse then being given the chance, even if u didnt realise it. A chance is what some people need, to make them have no regrets. Seems like all this is no longer impt, as this is not the only thing i have lost so far. my dreams are shattered one after another; my school results.. my dream of opening the childcare center.. and the hope that i have been clinging on for the past 8 mths.. that's the worse that has happened to me since i ever remembered things. things dun happen alone.. especially bad things. they come together and just push you till u have into the endless pit. Will i ever get to the bottom? or is this going to carry on forever.. *feel like going to sleep and not waking up again*
张栋梁 - Hurt
我记得那时候
你不让我牵你的手
激动得我快疯
像掉进一个无底的洞
苦笑都带点痛
自从你什么都不留给我追究
躲在我的背后
亲手用温柔交换的这一场恶梦
oh baby why would you hurt me so long?
hurt me so long 这一个人不该是我
oh baby why would you hurt me so long?
please let me know 难过是你留给我的线索
莫非我的举动 成了你的苦衷
才暗示我的所有 你宁愿没有经过
爱预付得太多 不是没有想过 最愚笨的会是我
peNnEd oFf aT 4:31 AM