..tHis iS mY liFe..

Friday, April 29, 2005

||rain||

yest slept at one plus, cuz rong dunno how to do her hw and said that the work she wanna finish. but mum said that the work is due on fri, so ask her go to bed. but she dun wan and want to finish last night cuz she worried that the teacher will want to collect today. so teach her.. she needs help man.. alot of things dunno how to do. but the hw seems so much more diff than what we did in the past. especially science.. "why is the egg for mammals smaller than the eggs of birds?" i dun remember that we got this kind of thinking ques in pri 5. pity her at times.. cuz the sch burden is quite too much nowadays.

today raining in the morning. now still drizzling. is it a good thing or a bad thing? well.. hope is a good sign. if not later work cannot meet target again will so demoralise.

peNnEd oFf aT 1:31 AM

Thursday, April 28, 2005

||rong is back!||

today is the worse day in this job! did only 14.. >.< so disappointed.. i got my disqualified ones than acceptable de.. well.. guess i didnt put on my "specs" today.. cant see clearly who are more likely to be qualified. but not too bad today.. had alot of fun man! got kids as usual, two of them is 2.5 yrs old, one guy one gal. so kawaii.. they run here run there.. then wave to me.. act cute.. wah.. so cute sia.. got alot of friendly de also.. didnt want to do but still say nice nice to me.. not like that idiot one today, dun wan to do still throw the paper on the floor. totally spoil my day. but saw the kids after that incident so ya.. not too bad day! yo ki and yuka didnt come today, so we had to cover their share, then do till no one met their target. jan and sindy did 30 if i'm not wrong, vinc did a record of 25! worse is me.. Zzz..

rong is back finally!!! happy man.. but.. she is sunburn.. red over the face.. like jus drank wine like that.. as for the wound on the leg is healed le.. good for her =) she didnt enjoy the camp though, maybe not use to it.. nvm there will be plenty of chances for her in the future when she is in sec sch..

peNnEd oFf aT 2:27 PM

||nice day||

yesterday again didnt meet target >.< did only 16.. worse than first day Zzz.. but.. yest was one of the most enjoyable day since started work! cuz got quite a number of babies and kids to play with.. then the pple who did the thing for me also sociable de.. chatted with them while they do.. kill some time.. jus from yest alone got 5 of those who did for me is from accounting firms de.. the best is from KPMG!! the Big FOur brothers.. four biggest accounting firms in the world.. then moreover the gal is an auditor earns alot de lo.. graduated from NTU.. but she didnt do ACCA? dunno why.. maybe NTU got diff papers for them. perhaps they do a CAT. after work wanted to go eat.. but all cannot go.. Zzz.. kena PS.. vinc go meet fren.. jan and yo ki went to bbq.. then sindy went to play pool.. intended to go home and cook maggie mee.. then about to reach home that time i was so hungry.. so alighted one bus stop before my house. wanted to go buy dinner, but called home first to check got anything to eat.. sis say got curry chicken! haha.. lucky didnt go buy dinner.. curry chicken enough le.. at least better than some pple out there last night :P

gotta go work later.. well.. hope can meet target today. cuz haven meet target before.. muz at least have once. if not i will not feel good. argh.. muz push to get the target..

peNnEd oFf aT 1:02 AM

Monday, April 25, 2005

||break!||

reach home at 11.20pm today

what a great day today! did the job as usual.. today got alot of kids lo.. got quite a number i approached de with kids.. then i play with them.. whahahah.. this job is so fun man.. enjoyable!.. the survey reached 20 at last.. at six i only got 23, which still need two more than reach quota, then mithun ask me go meet him le.. moreover he say wanna help me do de.. then didnt.. -.-" nvm..

went off to the manager's house after that, in a tuscani!! i got a free ride from one of mithun's fren, in his tuscani.. then he unwind the windows, and remove the convertible.. windy man.. he didnt do any mod to his car.. only changed the sound system, which sounds great man.. he said that one month only gotta pay $700 for instalment, which is quite cheap for a coupe. though he had to pay more for his downpayment, i think it's more reasonable cuz the interest wouldnt be that high.

when we are about to reach the apartment saw an integra, which the owner mod and put a spoiler so nice.. suits the car alot.. then also got put body kit.. wah.. nice nice..

the house is nice.. the renovation.. then got sound system.. is some accoustic de.. his house also got two piece of mirror.. which is full length de.. good man.. can see whole body..

the man who drove me there left in a while's time, leaving me there alone lo.. lucky got PS2, then play underground there.. till 7 then watch the palm of rulai.. jus nice is last episode.. but didnt catch the last 5 mins.. cuz the gals reach le then wanna watch swordfish... mithun mixed the drink for us not bad.. got vodka and some lime plus another thing which i dunno.

mithun say i like loner.. sit alone.. then jan say i introvert.. Zzz.. what sia.. it's jus that the moon is almost a full moon today, my view is so nice that i can see the moon slowly appearing becoming an almost full moon.. so didnt want to move my butt.. then got pple smoking also.. so dun wish to breath in more unhealthy air..

left the house at after 10, then took east-west line with those 2 gals.. jan and yoki.. such a long journey.. feel like sleeping on the way back.. then jan was keep on bullying yoki.. cant sleep at all.. nvm la.. got free show.. haha..

tomoro got break! no need work tomoro.. shiok.. but.. cannot slack at home whole day.. cuz have to help peter reformat his com again.. next time i think i wanna go try to close eyes to reformat le.. cuz do so many times..

rong tomoro going to sch camp at some dairy farm for 3 days.. her wound like this mum also dun wan her to go.. tomoro morning should be going with mum to see her teacher.. see can dun go anot.

jus now talk with belinda.. chatted then came to this topic.. came up with this concept all of a sudden:

love is like a quicksand..
the more u struggle, the quicker u will sink
eventually u cant breath normally again..

why is it i can think of all this, but i cant apply at all.. Zzz.. haha nvm la.. =)

peNnEd oFf aT 4:17 PM

雨后

站在窗前看着雨点划落，
好想知道你现在在做什么
这一幕的情景再次让我想起了你，
那个单纯无邪在雨里玩耍的你
曾经有过的无数美好的回忆，
这些不知都跑到了多远去
好像也跟着我们淋过的雨点一起被冲走了
这些对我重要的一切，似乎对你没什么特别的意义
你心里以有的另一个他，一个对你最重要的唯一
一直以来我式着为他给你那份爱，
但似乎没起什么作用
一个他给你的微笑才是你所要
我式着把你忘记，渐渐减少所付出的一切
只有在你拥有幸福的一刻我才会离开。
曾经有过的无数美好的回忆，
这些不知都跑到了多远去
好像也跟着我们淋过的雨点一起被冲走了
这些对我重要的一切，似乎对你没什么特别的意义
你心里以有的另一个他，一个对你最重要的唯一
一直以来我式着为他给你那份爱，
但似乎没起什么作用
一个他给你的微笑才是你所要
等了好久之后，雨终于过了，
泪已经干了，痛也就没了。

by xiaoghost