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Tuesday, April 05, 2005

||I WANT THE BEACH~~!!||

today stay at home slack, actually wanted to go out, either go beach alone or cycle. but the weather this few days have been not good so gotta stay at home. now i have to go beach alone liao, cuz nel got sarah and vinc not so free anymore, cant expect to go with jiayi only. he also will not go, knowing him for 9 mths plus liao.. have been sneezing the whole day long, it's either someone has been saying things bout me all day long, or i'm gonna be sick le. wish i can be sick? cuz this way i will jus lie on the bed, and think of nothing else ba. knowing too much is no good, but at least it's better to know more than not to know anything. but.. haiz.. shall not continue.
i see the guy who waited for my sis still hanging on for 3 yrs le, heading no where i guess. sometimes it's better to give up when it's time to do so isnt't it? but jus that maybe when u hear something happen to the one u once cared so much to u will feel something wrong in ur heart again. will miracles really happen? some pple wait liao and really get paid off, so THOSE who are attach now PLS TREASURE WHAT YOU HAVE NOW. dun only regret it when u lose it. we often neglect the things that we should really treasure, cuz we think that those are what we deserve. but the world is everchanging. no one knows what will happen tomoro.

I WANT TO GO TO THE BEACH!!

peNnEd oFf aT 12:37 PM

雨后

站在窗前看着雨点划落，
好想知道你现在在做什么
这一幕的情景再次让我想起了你，
那个单纯无邪在雨里玩耍的你
曾经有过的无数美好的回忆，
这些不知都跑到了多远去
好像也跟着我们淋过的雨点一起被冲走了
这些对我重要的一切，似乎对你没什么特别的意义
你心里以有的另一个他，一个对你最重要的唯一
一直以来我式着为他给你那份爱，
但似乎没起什么作用
一个他给你的微笑才是你所要
我式着把你忘记，渐渐减少所付出的一切
只有在你拥有幸福的一刻我才会离开。
曾经有过的无数美好的回忆，
这些不知都跑到了多远去
好像也跟着我们淋过的雨点一起被冲走了
这些对我重要的一切，似乎对你没什么特别的意义
你心里以有的另一个他，一个对你最重要的唯一
一直以来我式着为他给你那份爱，
但似乎没起什么作用
一个他给你的微笑才是你所要
等了好久之后，雨终于过了，
泪已经干了，痛也就没了。

by xiaoghost