..tHis iS mY liFe..

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

||-saddest day-||

does she have to do this to me? i didnt do anything wrong. in fact i tried to avoid things as far as i am concern. but why muz she do this to me? at first mum was siding her, then when she saw what she did to me she scolded her. yeah sure she said it wasnt intentional. i dun believe it. she tried to do me it on all possible occasion, if not for me looking out for my back i would have been stabbed to death. it doenst pay to be good. i let her off on so many occasion, and this is what i got in return. i will not let her have any more privileges. i will not take revenge, for i know someone will do it for me. it's jus a matter of time before she got her retribution. i shall jus step back this time for i dun wan to make mum more unhappy with this matter. 2 mths didnt talk to her and this is what i got. amitabha.. forgive and forget. this is impossible this time round. i can forget this, but may not be able to forgive. she doesnt deserve it.

peNnEd oFf aT 8:44 AM

雨后

站在窗前看着雨点划落，
好想知道你现在在做什么
这一幕的情景再次让我想起了你，
那个单纯无邪在雨里玩耍的你
曾经有过的无数美好的回忆，
这些不知都跑到了多远去
好像也跟着我们淋过的雨点一起被冲走了
这些对我重要的一切，似乎对你没什么特别的意义
你心里以有的另一个他，一个对你最重要的唯一
一直以来我式着为他给你那份爱，
但似乎没起什么作用
一个他给你的微笑才是你所要
我式着把你忘记，渐渐减少所付出的一切
只有在你拥有幸福的一刻我才会离开。
曾经有过的无数美好的回忆，
这些不知都跑到了多远去
好像也跟着我们淋过的雨点一起被冲走了
这些对我重要的一切，似乎对你没什么特别的意义
你心里以有的另一个他，一个对你最重要的唯一
一直以来我式着为他给你那份爱，
但似乎没起什么作用
一个他给你的微笑才是你所要
等了好久之后，雨终于过了，
泪已经干了，痛也就没了。

by xiaoghost