..tHis iS mY liFe..

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

||troublesome||

why on earth do pple wan relationships? they should have known that nothing will be happily ever after, there's no such things at all. i used to choose to believe in that, but now it all seems so out of reach. it didnt happen on me, i only see it in other's eyes. for some, holding on to ur beliefs do work in the end, but how many such cases are there? those who are attached now, hold on to them tightly. dun lose them, and ur happiness. i cant help but to think of all these. pple come and tell me their prob, some whose probs have clinged on to them for yrs. how is this possible.. yrs. cant they jus be like me and be more optimistic? sure i am not very optimistic bout such things, at least i didnt land up in those situations. picture perfect : if u really love the person, it doesnt mean u gotta be with the person, if u really love the person, u'll be happy for the person if he/she is happy even if u all r not together. that is not said to me, but well.. it's kinda true anyway. not everyone can attain that. it takes alot out of them to achieve it. in a broken relationship, one of the party will be hurt. from the start, none of them wants to be hurt and hurt the other. but, nothing is perfect. not that i want to affect those who are reading this, but i just cant stand it sometimes. it's just so ridiculous. a broken relationship is wad we may end up now. wad can u expect, marry the other? seriouly i think we are too young to think of that. to all folks out there : hope this entry didnt affect u guys too much. i jus need to voice out all these somewhere.

peNnEd oFf aT 4:33 PM

雨后

站在窗前看着雨点划落，
好想知道你现在在做什么
这一幕的情景再次让我想起了你，
那个单纯无邪在雨里玩耍的你
曾经有过的无数美好的回忆，
这些不知都跑到了多远去
好像也跟着我们淋过的雨点一起被冲走了
这些对我重要的一切，似乎对你没什么特别的意义
你心里以有的另一个他，一个对你最重要的唯一
一直以来我式着为他给你那份爱，
但似乎没起什么作用
一个他给你的微笑才是你所要
我式着把你忘记，渐渐减少所付出的一切
只有在你拥有幸福的一刻我才会离开。
曾经有过的无数美好的回忆，
这些不知都跑到了多远去
好像也跟着我们淋过的雨点一起被冲走了
这些对我重要的一切，似乎对你没什么特别的意义
你心里以有的另一个他，一个对你最重要的唯一
一直以来我式着为他给你那份爱，
但似乎没起什么作用
一个他给你的微笑才是你所要
等了好久之后，雨终于过了，
泪已经干了，痛也就没了。

by xiaoghost